Whiplash Girlchild.

I went to the doctor.
I told him I wanted to sleep, and we talked about the Australian 'Deep Sleep' treatment that was banned. I can so see the appeal of that, and understand why they thought it might work. I feel like I need sleep. I keep thinking of the lyrics to Venus in Furs:

I am tired, I am weary
I could sleep for a thousand years.

So he gave me sleeping pills, and more mood stabilizers, and we keep our fingers crossed.