...crap.
The sleepy feeling never wore off, my throat hurts so much I can hardly swallow and the glands in my neck are swollen.
And he who has left me made me cry *again* today. The much heralded email arrived (late) and it was about three lines long.
So after much texting around the subject I told him that I do blame him for a lot of my current situation (I missed out the bit where I tell him that's because its his fault).
But then he had to go to sleep, so nothing was resolved or even discussed.
I can't take any more, and my kids cant take any more. I want him to leave me alone.
Note: the departure of my sanity has also seen the departure of my ability to cook. I scoured all the recipe books I own (all four of them) for good vegetarian (cheap) food that my son will eat (he can be a bit fussy). And then when I came to cook I found we didn't actually have any food, so they ended up with something involving rice, tomatoes, eggs and potatoes. Yummy :-/ They even brought me their plates to prove that they had eaten it.
I shall look forward to finding it down the back of the sofa some time soon.