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Weird day today.

I'm still not very well at all, still coughing badly.

But in general my mood has been slightly better than before. Occasionally it has been *very* much better, and those times are fun but slightly scary. Then in a heartbeat it's way back down low again, and that is tiring.
Whilst it stays generally up I'm not going to do anything - the pills are certainly having their sedative effect now, as I can barely lift my fingers to type. But if things go down again I probably should have a long hard think about staying on all these meds.

In the meantime I will not get a tattoo or make any major decisions, I will sleep and read and write, and I will keep looking straight ahead.