Hey,
Sleep was hard to come by again last night, so I took a sleeping pill at 3am. Woke up at 7.30 and have been up ever since, but still muzzy.
It's sunny outside.
It's weird, the way I feel at the moment.
It's not bad - it's just weird. Like my head is on the verge of something big. Discovering the meaning of life, or reading all the books in the world and coming up with The Answer.
It will become frustrating, because it's completely unobtainable, but I'm not there yet. At the moment it still feels as though, if I strive hard enough, I'll get there.
Psych lady would say I'm setting myself up for another fall.
I should probably talk to her about that.
But at the moment, I have a book to read.