I'm ok until about 5ish, and then I really feel it.
I took Librium every three hours tonight but I'm still wound up like a top. I haven't taken any Trazodone yet because I want to write, but it really is hard going.
Having the kids home all summer is going to be hard work if I'm as tense as this.
Number two daughter is on a Gifted and Talented summer school thing for the first week, which she is looking forward to. But number one daughter is already 'bored' so that's going to be a trial, especially if I can't leave the house.
I shall be counting the days until September.
I didn't realise the sunset would be so hard.
We used to walk down to the sea, to watch the sun go down, almost every night.
Now, as soon as I see the sky turning that pinky colour that means it's on it's way, I start feeling sick.
At the moment I don't think I'll ever be able to watch it again.
