Brain drain

Not much blogging from me lately -- my head is all over the place.

Friend's daughter is very negative. That's not a criticism, it's just the way she is. But I find that sort of person quite difficult. My mum is like it, and my brother. But generally I don't think I am, and my dad wasn't, when he was around. It makes me feel like it's my job to put everything right, which is simply an impossible task, so it leaves me feeling like a failure.

Texting with he who left is moving on apace. I'm still not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. That's partly down to the way my head is at the moment -- I keep forgetting my point (if I ever had one) so it makes conceptualizing consequences almost impossible. It's definitely a chemical/brain thing going on -- whatever it is, it's the same thing that sorts out libido. That's going crazy at the moment, which is inconvenient to say the least.
Not to mention pointless.

Another seven hour drive starts in about 2 hours. That should be mind-numbing enough to sort out most things :-/