I'm having...

... a shit day.

Everything is going at a million miles an hour.
I can't get that dream out of my head.

He who left me says he just forgot I'd asked the question, but everything feels loaded to me. Everything feels as if it means so much.
I would take half a sleeping pill, but I'll fall asleep.
Although why I want to stay awake is beyond me.

It's days like this I want to be in hospital.
I want to be somewhere safe.
The whole world is so fucking scary. I can't do anything right.

I want it all to go away.