Breathing

I realised today that for the first time in as long as I can remember, my life has some kind of sense of slowing down.

It's a big relief.

The spinning and the noise and the not knowing who or where I will be from one day to the next feels like it is coming to an end.

I don't know how long it will last, but for now, I'm breathing again.

I might even take the dog for a walk later.