Sunday, September 21, 2008

Waiting for Snow

There is something about hypomania that makes it feel as though it would be more controllable, more containable in the cold.

Instead, we are having a balmy Indian summer, which only adds to my irritation.

I don't know if this is hypomania; I suspect it has gone beyond that.
Everywhere I look I see blue energy trails, like little lights. My temper is so short it's practically non-existent. And I'm only ever five minutes and two thoughts away from The Answer.

I suspect it's drug induced, so I should stop taking them, but I can't; I'm too close to The Answer.

Madness is a seductive mistress.