Friday, March 06, 2009

Bipolar Headache

It's 5am in the morning and I can't sleep.

I was already having trouble when I decided to take two Abilify (my usual dose -- I'd just been laying off them lately), and now I have an absolutely blinding headache which I think is the result of too much dopamine or something. Flashing lights, pains in my temples -- the works.

So much for sleep.

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In other news, I have decided to cancel my membership to MDF The Bipolar Organisation. Their last magazine had a picture from a TV soap on the front, which always has nasty little story lines about a bipolar character. Clearly the MDF support Eastenders depicting the character in this way, and I think that sucks.

The latest story line really upsets me, and I think they have gone too far, so I am canceling my membership as soon as they open in the morning.